| whoa....SCHOOLS IN |
[03 Sep 2005|06:46pm] |
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yeah...xanga kinda sucks
and no one really reads it
so i might go back on here
depends if i feel like it
i like school...it's nice
there are cool people in my class
cept david now goes to our school
the dreaded nightmare coming true
you know...this kind of seems like a poem
or at least a song
Doesn't it?
I said doesn't it? doesn't it?
hahahaha...im so done
So yeah...anyway
My worst class is english
only because i think jablonski
is starting to hate me
i have no clue why
Maybe it's cuz im irish
Oh yeah! i read the whole script
and im trying out for that prissy prat jessica
that would be SO FUN
but i need to master the accent
in 4 days
wish me luck!!
~allie
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| wow....SKOOLS OUT! |
[15 Jun 2005|08:24pm] |
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Hahaha...yes i know itz been like a week
but i dont care
cuz it finally sank in
ITZ SUMMER!!!!
i kept like waking up and thinking
"OMG THAT STUPID LAB REPORT"
but then im like "wait....NO SKOOL!"
and then i would fall back asleep and sleep till noon....
yesssssssh
im so happy
and im gonna buy my camera
(and just so you all know im not gonna bother with the guitar...mebbe next year or something)
and then my hair
and then ill be all set for sophmore year!!
wooooooooohoo!
and im makin this summer project..and itz gonna be the freaking shiz
so yea....
6 flag in like 2 dayz woo!
~allie
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[16 May 2005|06:27pm] |
pheeeeeeeewww...
kay i think im good now
my dinners been destroyed....those poor burritos
*sets fork down lightly*
and i hear a strange buzzing in my ears
but it felt soooo good
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh :)
have a good day
~allie
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[16 May 2005|06:21pm] |
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I HATE WENDYS WITH A BURNING PASSION AND EVEN THO I STILL HAVE TO WORK THERE IM GOING TO MAKE IT THE WORST F*ING TWO YEARS OF THEIR F*ING LIFE AND I HOPE THEY ALL DIE WHEN I LEAVE CUZ THEN I'LL HAVE A REASON TO BOMB IT...WAIT...EVEN BETTER ILL JUST FRAME IT ON THE FAT GUY THAT FREAKING THINKS IM SOME 2-YEAR-OLD AND THEN HE'LL HOPEFULLY GET THE DEATH PELANTLY AND THEN ILL GO TO HIS LITTLE EXECUTION ROOM AND LAUGH AT HIM WHILE HE APOLOGIZES TO GOD FOR WHAT HE DID AND HOW HE MADE ME FEEL AND THIS IS THE ONE PERSON I'VE EVER MET THAT I HAVE A BURNING HATRED TOWARDS AND I REALLY DONT CARE BECAUSE HE DESERVES W/E COMES TO HIM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
IF HE WUZ A BUG I'D EAT HIM.
NOT REALLY BUT ITZ NICE TO THINK INSANE EVIL THOUGHTS LIKE THAT..I WOULDNT EAT HIM, I'D GO CAMPING AND TAKE HIM ALONG AND THEN PUT HIM IN A NICE PIECE OF WOOD AND THEN LIGHT IT ON FIRE AND WATCH HIM BURN WHILE LAUGHING FRANTICALLY AND ROLLING ON THE GROUND W/ PLEASURE!!!!!
MWAUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHH
BURN LITTLE BUG BUUUUUUUUURN!!
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I HATE THEM I HATE THEM
I HATE THEM I HATE THEM
I HATE THEM I HATE THEM
I HATE THEM I HATE THEM
I HATE THEM I HATE THEM
I HATE THEM I HATE THEM
I HATE THEM I HATE THEM
I HATE THEM I HATE THEM
I HATE THEM I HATE THEM
I HATE THEM I HATE THEM
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| You say im funny, I say your nuts |
[16 May 2005|06:12pm] |
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OMG IT WUZ SO WEIRD
cuz like ok after the solo trying
i felt all bad cuz mollies liek "yea im not gonna get it"
and she even stooped to saying that I HAD A GOOD VOICE
which iz so not true otehrwise i would have whooped all those 10-year-old butts at the audtitions for secret garden
and so i said i quick prayer
nothing much just like a tiny one
and then choir comes and BAM! MOLLIE GETS THE SOLO!
and im like OMG YESSSSSSSS IT WORKED!! AHAHAHAH ITZ NEVER WORKS!!
and it did
and im like "woooohaw!"
and kailas looking at me like im stoned butz that ok cuz
IM REALLY FREAKING PISSED OFF
CUZ WENDYZ IZ A JERK AND WUZ ALL LIKE "BLAH BLAH BLAH YOU HAVE TO WORK THIS WEEKEND"
EVEN THO I specifically SAID THAT I COULDNT WORK TILL JUNE 11
i put that like 5 times on my freaking application
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggg
like there like
"yea...we were gonna give u more hours and raise your pay and stuff...but then we found out that you were working at mcdonalds"
and there like
"and besides...we'll probably just have you on fries since you are probably too young to memorize both menus for mcdonalds and wendys
THERE TREATING ME LIKE A CHILD!
AND ITZ TICKING ME OFF
itz like
dude...i had a freakin fast food job for a year now
I THINK I CAN HANDLE TwO MENUS
i have a photografic memory
itz not that hard
god!
i want to KILL THME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaah stab them shoot them torture them hang them rip their skin off and then sew it back and and then take a piece AND RIP IT RIGHT OFF AGAIN!!
"BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH AAAAAAAAAAAAH YOUR HURTING ME"
ooo really??? well mebbe if i take YOUR FREAKING BALLS AND RIP THEM OFF AND THEN REPLACE THEM W/ YOUR EYES AND STUFF YOUR EYES IN YOUR MOUTH AND MAKE YOU EAT THEM WHILE YOU SCREAM IN PAIN AND MISERY AND LOSE ALL OF YOUR SENSES CUZ ITZ JUST SO F*ING PAINFUL MEBBE IT WOULD BE AS BAD!!! WANNA SAY THAT *HIT TO ME NOW YOU F*ING DIRTY **STARDS!!!!!!!! COME ON GIMME WUT YOU GOT WHORES!! ILL SHOW YOU HOW I CAN WORK F*ING TWO JOBS AT THE SAME TIME AND THEN WHEN I LEAVE IM GONNA BOMB YOUR F*ING STORE AND LAUGH HISTERICALLY AS IT GOES UP IN FLAMES!!
somday ill be my mom and YOU'LL ALL BE THE HAWKS!!
~allie
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| keep it gay, keep it gay |
[10 May 2005|05:45pm] |
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INTERMISSION!
*pause*
lol....
omg english tomarrow iz gonna be swell
i cant wait!!!!! :) :) :) :)
soon there will be laughter and voices
beyond the clouds, over the mountains
aaaaaaaaaaaaah the rest iz like german
w/e
ok so my leg really hurts and i dunno wut to do...cuz im kinda inexperianced w/ the whole getting hurt thing...cuz i usually and really lucky and dont get hurt
arg
~allie
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| Here I am, once again |
[08 May 2005|02:50pm] |
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bowling was the shiz
i miss track
got off of work early
gotta get together w/ heidi and liz and shoot a scene of our project at SHADY LANE BARNS!!!
so im gonna go
~allie
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| I just can't see, I'm all alone |
[07 May 2005|06:28pm] |
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I'm so depressed today it's not even funnie..it started out as the perfect day but then it just got sooo crappy from there...
Reasons to smile-
-didn't rain this morning
-got to call ian and give him "wake up call"
-just had a skittle
-william left both mcdiddys and wendys
Reasons to cry-
-had to work extra hour
-found out that my dad took my brother AND my sister
-sister is sick and is getting steadily worse
-brother is emocianally distraught
-turns out my new york tape has been destroyed
-leg hurts
-went to track team last night and missed track like never before
-realized at track meet i might never be able to be in it ever again
-saw ike crush our soccer team
-father brian is leaving
-anointing of the sick is tonight
-sang "Be not afriad"
-lost almost all contact with sunset playhouse
-realized i might still have to move in with dad
-miss maggie
-reminders of my condition were hitting me everywhere
-saw someone at track meet
-was reminded on how much they hurt me
-my favorite manager is leaving
o gosh theres sooo much more but i gotta get ready for bowling.
~allie
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| Oh if i'd only seen... |
[05 May 2005|05:46pm] |
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I feel so weird rite now
like everyones problems come back to me somehow
and its depressing..it really is.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
o hey im trying out for the choir solos cuz kailas forcing me too...the little whore
lol naw im kidding
OMG
ok my dad
ooooomg
ok so my bro called my dad and told him he wasnt coming over anymore
and my dad FLIPPED OUT and now when he comes friday hes gonna "bang down the door" and if he cant he's calling the cops (cuz like wut im doing rite now is kinda illegal) so i gotta get out of the house before he comes otherwise im going to court and so im biking to stephs and if the cops really do come then ill sleep over....even if they dont i mite still sleep over cuz stephs cool..:)
aaaaarg y iz my dad such a poo?
~allie
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| sweeet... |
[04 May 2005|05:51pm] |
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yea so i just relized how much of a failer i am
which kinda sucks i guess....i just wish there was SOMETHING that im good at
and if someone says acting im gonna shoot them
....well im lacking on the material for that but I ASSURE U
ill make a post-it note reminding me to shoot you
and then i'll forget about it until im like moving out or something
and by that time ill actually be able to KEEP the money i make from my job
and with that i can buy the necessary equiptment and follow through with it.
so if i spontaneosly shoot one of u at graduation you know why.
on a much lighter note...
SAM GOT THE JAR YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!! :0 :)
and we have like 20 cents in there
yessssh
ive always wanted to be "the person who got rich by being stupid"
o yea...i can see it now....
~*~
me- so....what are we gonna do w/ all these jars full of money?
mollie- i dunno
sam- um...how much is in it?
me- i dunno...last time i checked we had um...20 cents.
*silence*
me- lets give it to the ol' bum in front of pick n save...
sam and mollie and andi- cool.
~*~
ooooooooooyea....that would rock
~allie
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| In the road...ill stop and turn. |
[03 May 2005|06:40pm] |
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soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
im really bored and my hair looks crappier then ever
im gonna secretly let my hair-stylest re-dye it once i get enough money
yessssssssssssh
and im growning it out
and itz gonna look great for sophmore year
wow....im already preparing for sophmore year
which means summers coming up
woooot
im gonna miss freshmen year *tear*
the memories were awesome and i luved it so much!
hopefully ill find a guy next year :)
but unlike this year it wont be like a main priority
ill talk to you all later
~allie
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| ...and he's going past the 15 yard line... |
[02 May 2005|07:11pm] |
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If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, please post a memory of you & me. It can be anything you want, be it good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then, post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.
im kinda blank today..ooo i got my new york tape back so if you guys wanna borrow it plez tell me cuz ive seen it a million different times and im pretty sure ur all in it...
"um...what does the 'G' stand for?"
"i DONT know..! ahehehehehe!"
~allie
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| spring fling |
[01 May 2005|12:26pm] |
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omg i luv this song...lol sorry
opening nite..
kay so spring fling wuz really dead but it wuz so incredibly fun
cept for the fact that everyone cried...and it wuz my fault everytime :(
ehh...
i felt kinda :( too i guess...
but tiz a long story why...
and i cant really say it on here so ill just leave it at that..
me and krissy danced like total retards...and she wuz my date
although i think there was something going on between her and niyati....hmm...
got some players in the house
the songs could have been better chosen tho...cuz half of them i didn't know
and I KNOW LIKE EVERY SONG ON THE PLANET!!
bah
soooo wut else
o yea me and krissy walked to the dance
arent we stupid?
i mean i thought i wuz the only stupid one on the planet but apparently im not alone
cuz krissy walked FROM HER HOUSE to niyatiz
cept she didn't make it to niyatiz
her dad picked her up on some street off of calhoun
wut a lozer
hahaha
im good
but yea..i gotta do my biology and im soooo lost and i dont noe any of it and it SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKS
~allie
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| You spin me right round baby!!!! |
[30 Apr 2005|05:45pm] |
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hey itz allie and pamela and tina are sitting rite behind/next to me and pamela just took a really bad picture of me dancing....
Pamela~ it wasnt a freakin bad picture!!!!! i like taking pics of ppl when they arent paying attention....im gonna post the pic of allie all over school.....i luv u allie! :D
kay so itz me again
yea ok so were waiting for a bunch of ppl to come and niyatiz gone...muahahaha yesssh!!! ive got the power
spring fling in an hour and we all look hot...
hope to see u all there!
~allie
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| Imagine all the people, living life in peace |
[29 Apr 2005|05:24pm] |
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- weeeshnaw
i havent updated in awhile
but yea...ok lets start w/ like 2 days ago
i had this real bad pain in my side and i thought my appedix was gonna explode
hahaha...it wuz a joke at first but then the pain hurt 2 much for me to care anymore
i thought it had something to do w/ my condition....and i wuz scared
u noe u never know how good u got it in life until death stares you in the face.
well most of that iz my fault...but the other part iz my momz.
o well...
i made a list of things i really wanna do in life...and b4 i die i wanna do everything
those include:
- getting married
- not having kids
- starring in a broadway musical
- GETTING INTO ANOTHER THEATER!!
- driving on the highway of death in germany
- going on a road trip w/ friends b4 senior year
- going to england
- going to austrialia
- being on the today show :)
- changing the world in some way or another
- getting a boyfriend lol
- make my own movie
- going to hollywood
- getting a rad house on the beach when i retire
- being in a movie (big or small, flop or hit)
- become a decent singer
well thatz all i can think of for now....arg this rich text mode sucks ....o well....
kay so anyway...doctors don't know what it is...which is good i guess
at least itz not wut i thought it was *phew*
all i gotta say is thank you all that actually took note and cared...and im sorry
i usually just try to keep things like that to myself...but u must understand it wuz the worst pain ive ever experienced...and i seriously felt like i was gonna cry...
thanks again you guys. you dont know how much it meant to me...
well im going to go to spring fling tomarrow with niyati and a bunch of other people...i havent talk to her in awhile...and we have so much to catch up on. i hope u guys will join us :)
good luck track team!!!
~allie
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| I need a hero... |
[26 Apr 2005|06:40pm] |
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i miss new yoooooooooooooooooooork so bad
and i really really wanna live there sooo bad
i mean seriously
ive never seen so many freaking theaters in one city in my life
O-M-G!
but my momz all "no bah i hope you die"
so i mite not be able to go
i sure hope i can
at least go to skool there
aaargg
o well
broadway wuz the shiz
and so were the pigeons
hahahaha
oooo too much happend to put in here
so just ask me about how i got in trouble and ill go from there :)
ahahaha...wow
kaaaaay so not much happened
itz kinda like the whole trip wuz a dream u noe?
like it happened so fast i couldnt even remember half of what we did the first day
itz sooo weird
and now i gotta get back to normal
gar
omg ok
so im getting a whole bunch of people together to go to 6 flags in the summer
itz not really 4 sure yet cuz my mom could drive us all there but we would have to have someone driving us back
but yea i want a bunch of ppl to go
cuz i havent gone there in like 4ever
and i wanna
so go
or ill shoot u
....
yea i kinda suck at threats *sshhhhhh*
~allie
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| I started a joke...which started the whole world crying |
[20 Apr 2005|07:31pm] |
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aaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i gotta pee
so ill make this short
nyc in one day
need to pack and make sign
GAH
taught ms drama
bailed out early to go to mollies softball game
felt lonely and went back to drag taylor along with me
both cheered like retards
(and secretly plotted against the coach)
game ended...went to find brittany in soccer field
ran like retards all the way tehre in the freezing cold
got there...asked some old guy where freshie JV was
talked about some shovel
asked a different guy
said she left
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ran all the way back to the softball field, got stuff
said goodbye
ran back inside
got to brittany just before her stepmom came....and then we listened to my dorky ringtones
(omg camelflage lmao)
ok im gonna piss my pants soon so ill go
~allie
So I finally died...
and started the whole world living...
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| Backtracking on these few years...trying to figure out what i do to make it go bad... |
[19 Apr 2005|05:34pm] |
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i couldnt go to the track meet
poo...i wanted to cheer on taylor
i feel bad for quitting cuz of her
poo
well im going to mollies softball game tomarrow
woot woot go mollie!
therez food there...yess!
nothing happened today....
OMG
but wut will happen iz the last day of CCD
im gonna miss everyoooooooooooone :( :(
especially aj
gar!
hez like the funniest guy i noe
and now i wont see him till ...
october!
and thatz IF he comes back
which knowing him wont happen
so i guess this iz goodbye....
awwwwwwwwwwwwww im gonna cwi :( :'(
~allie
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